The Last Part of School Time

That's the last picture that's going to be memorized by myself...

I wish that we still together forever, but the destiny seems not saying so....

Farewell my friends...
Thanks for the days that you all gave to me......

Goodbye My Best Friends......

I'm really shock when I heard the news this morning....
I never though you guys will leave this world very fast....
I was wishing that I can met you guys again someday...
But the time seems not allow me to.....

I'm really down when you guys dead by the volcanic smoke....
I'm shocked when the news said nothing's left from those wonderful place....
Everything is flat and no building left....
And there's no survivor from the accident....

The disaster can't be predictable, and I know that....
But what can I say, it's too late to rescue you all....
I even don't know that those beautiful city will be destroyed too.....

This is the only I can say to you all...
May your spirit accepted in heaven...
Hope we can met again someday, somewhere....
Wish we can be friends again in the next life....

So long, my best friend...
May your life, peace up there...
Thank you for being my friends at there...
I will always remember you all...
Always....

Goodbye Old Story.....

My old life story is ended here, I don't want to open those page anymore....

To every person that I've remove from my friend list, forgive me, but just think it once again. If you guys didn't started it all, I won't do this to you all.....
I'm tired of looking at your names and faces, so I remove it before I get emotional with it....

Forgive me, and goodbye....
Thank you for knowing me in the past, now we have our own path to go.....

Feels Like It's Back....

I think GOD already make my wish come true...
Suddenly, I feel like the old me that good in studying.....

I wish GOD didn't take my talent now because I need it until the final exam.....

Please GOD, help me to study better and pass my exam (all of my exam)....
AMEN....

Missing Friends.......

Now I'm thinking of Immanuel, and my old school friends....
It has been a long time I've never see all of them.....

This Holiday,I want to visit them(except Nuel) because he is not in Medan...
=)
Sorry Nuel, I can't visit you....

I Miss Yogyakarta.......

Since I came back from Yogyakarta, I don't know why but my mind keep thinking about that place......

It's feels like there's something disturbing my mind and it's calling me to go there again.....
Actually I want to, but when and how????

I wish I can go there again......

I miss my past......

it feels so hurt when I'm doing those, but I can't take it anymore.....

I already lost so many friends that I care about......
lots of things happened when I'm stepping at Secondary 5.....
I have fail to chase girl that I really do care about, and now she dump me out.....

I was really2 sad and mad, it's mixed into one mood,
FURIOUS.....

GOD, I wish that I never been born anymore.....
my pain is enough until now......

from this day, no more "HENDRIK"

who is weak,
who is kind,
who is nice to people...

from now on, the new "HENDRIK" is.....
strong....
bad....
cruel....
anger....

don't blame me if that happened to me....
if you want to blame, then correct yourself FIRST.....