it feels so hurt when I'm doing those, but I can't take it anymore.....
I already lost so many friends that I care about......
lots of things happened when I'm stepping at Secondary 5.....
I have fail to chase girl that I really do care about, and now she dump me out.....
I was really2 sad and mad, it's mixed into one mood,
FURIOUS.....
GOD, I wish that I never been born anymore.....
my pain is enough until now......
from this day, no more "HENDRIK"
who is weak,
who is kind,
who is nice to people...
from now on, the new "HENDRIK" is.....
strong....
bad....
cruel....
anger....
don't blame me if that happened to me....
if you want to blame, then correct yourself FIRST.....
